Can't Hold Back

Distance Make You Miss Her Much

2010-03-08T09:09:00.000-08:00

It has been months since i left mei hui.I dont really know why i leave her.
the reason i gave was "To seperate because we dint have the bond we need". But it was not true,I just lied to myself by leaving her.I thought by doing this way i could escape myself from my problems.I hate problems,Having Conflicts,Quarelling with my love ones.I hate it so much.I realise how much i love her, the memories i had with her just make me miss her much more. everyday thinking of her just killing me.I dont know how i should tell her i miss her.Im ashame of Myself for leaving her.I dont know what i want to do to have her back.I realise that i have made a mistake.

Im Gone

2010-01-06T04:43:00.001-08:00

Blind

2010-01-06T04:38:00.000-08:00

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this war
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

Blind

2010-01-06T04:34:00.001-08:00

Monday

2009-10-05T08:30:00.000-07:00

Im back from Bukit Batok taking my Evaluation and do some bookings for my practice on wednesday.It's a very boring day of the week.I have nothing much to share for today but i have a few that i would like to post about.I've been feeling so random at home this morning.I woke up and feed the cats and on my computer and browse my almost empty picture folder and i found Mei's Photo.I stared her photo and i realize how much i really missed her.My Milo suddenly feel so damn sweet while those flashbacks of me and her slides through my mind.I wish i'm still with her but things just doesn't goes like i wish it supposed to be. Well, for the sake of the memory i leave her picture in that folder.

Oh ya, Evaluation was super stress but i make it at last.i pass the Riding Theory Evaluation after the 3rd try.I book RTT Next Week and my 3.01 on wednesday.I just Can't wait to Finish it all up.

till here then.I got to go,bye

Yesterday

2009-09-15T06:48:00.002-07:00

*Updates-

went to CMPB yesterday for my Medical Check-up with mirul.After Our Check up,I and Him walk around at Depot Road and we get ourself at the end of the road.I started to sweat and i asked him.Do you want to go to Telok Blangah Heights? ;i said. So we went to Telok Blangah Heights since im used to that place and it's near Henderson Wave.So i bring him around Henderson Road and Telok Blangah Heights and Hang around under the void deck at the Estate Area.It was fun.I crack alot of silly Joke yesterday.

Okay.I think thats it for yesterdays topic.i feel like posting about a part of my life which is my feelings but i think the time and mood is still not there yet.Maybe the next post will be suitable for all the emotional realease.Till here i end my post for today.Goodbye

Attachment/Speta

2009-07-28T03:58:00.000-07:00

Back again from the busiest moment of my life.I take this oppurtunity to take my free time to update this humble blog of mine.Things have change alot in my life and i believe i have been busy this few days studying my Proggrammes for my attachment at speta.It was fun back in school.I really enjoy the time with my friends and speta really give me courage and confidents to study and finish this Course.I really learned alot of codes and Machine processes there.It was worth afterall the company rejections on me.I found it worth being in speta to continue my studies and afterall no regretion for not being attached to companies.Eventhough it's 7 weeks in speta and the rest of the time doing maintenance in school was quite ok with me.I dont mind spending my 5months in school.

It was quite fun in school eventhough all my friends were on attachment.I have fencing every friday and it turns out to be great.Guess what.I received my Jacket and Gloves for fencing Training.At last,I get to train on the real Metal blades.It was nice.

Btw,im going to Malaysia,Kuala Lumpur with my Brother for some functions there.I can't wait to be there and we are going there on my birthday!..Hehe.At last.this boy have turn 18 soon..hahas.legal for Car License,Cigarrette and Liquor..Hahas...oh,strike the liquor out.I dont drink(;

ok then,till here i end my post.Bye

-Maodi

Saturday Next

2009-07-10T09:38:00.000-07:00

So at last.I went to Admiralty for my attachment interview at admiralty with juwaidi.It was funny journey finding the place.Then we went to Sunplaza nearby to have our breakfast and Smoking break as well.Really stress with my business plan.Im really looking forward to making up business oppourtunity where i can excel.Honestly i feel like im the most worst person for not financially prepared for my future.I had enough for dad paying my school fees and giving me pocket money everyday. I'm really dissapointed with myself and i have make up my mind to change myself for the better.

I hope dad could feel the reality of being rich dad one day.I hope mom could go shopping everyday.I wish i could be someone that enjoy life and likes to travel alot.All i wish for is to be succesful in my life and bring happiness to my family and migrate for goodness sake. Even if i do not.At least,Get a bigger house and bigger space for us to put everything in one house.

So now,Im promoting Double-X.Nutritious Supplement.A very powerful product to improve our body and health.I like it and i feel different after trying the product.Superb(: I smoke less now and im really working on it.
So today was my last day working at Raffles Marina.Next Monday is My Attachment!(:

Tmrw,going to the cemetry visiting my friend grave.He passed away a month ago.Accident at workplace.Me and the other friends feel sad after....May God bless his soul.So till here then.

-dee

Despair In Departure

2009-06-29T14:51:00.000-07:00

After my break up with mei,alot of things has happened.there's a little change in my life and i seem to treat myself well.I feel much secured and well being although sometimes i feel like missing her here by my side.I never blame her for breaking up with me.I respect her decision and never did i ask her for a reason why she want to break up with me because i know there's no point for an answer to our relationship.there's a big gap of understanding between us.i guess our decision and our beliefs just not match with each other.

As i except the fact that im single now i realise i had much more priority to add on about myself and improve myself to be a better person for my parents.I believe my relationship just not fated to last long with her.never will i think back the times we had spent together because i know there's no point of turning back looking at my past with her.I hope she did well for her O-lvl and lead herself well.Maybe,there's someone better for her.

Im not a loser for letting her go.It's her choice and i can't forced her to love me. and even if i do,im just like an idiot putting hopes for the ones who don't really love me.I hope she lead her life well.till here i end my post.

-dee

Hell Song solo

2009-05-06T05:45:00.000-07:00

I was practicing the Damn solo from Sum41-Hell song.It was a tough one to me.yea,because im new to soloing.So,at last i've got it and thanks to this guy for teaching how to play it.hahasSo the next Mission is to cover the rest of the Solos that my band cover.Gosh.I hope I could get them all by this Month.amen

Cheers to the Success(:

band vid

2009-05-03T00:09:00.000-07:00

it was a very boring day as usual.so i went to youtube to take a look on our band jamming videos.It makes me laugh looking at how we struggle to make the cover sounds perfect.all the videos that we took during jamming for the past few years was online.so,i thought it would be great to share the vid with ya.so till here.enjoy the vid..Lol

Holiday-Greenday cover this year

Hell Song Cover last 2years i think

give it all-rise against last 2yearsor last year if im not wrong

Absent

2009-04-30T04:32:00.001-07:00

I dint attend school today so i ended up watching music videos in youtube and practicing on my guitar skills and covers.Mom was mad at me because she woke me up in the morning and i went back to sleep.Hahas,sry mom.I was really tired because i stay awake yesterday night to watch youtube videos about tragedies,accidents and at last i ended up watching funny videos at 4 this moning.Lol

It's a random wants of me.After my last vid i went to sleep.gosh im F***ing tired.I missed Mr Chua's class today and it's the most important subject.Cnc Milling!I should have went to his class.
btw i was so addicted to breaking benjamin song tittled the diary of jane.it's a nice song.i like it.so till here then.will update again.

randomness

2009-04-17T06:59:00.000-07:00

It was a very random kind of day today and im kind of getting the mood to have a look on arabic scaling during my free period at home.I went to youtube and i check it out.It seems pretty fun playing different kind of tuning of scaling on the guitar.While browsing through i was hooked up to the Oud.It produces a really nice and peaceful kind of melody and i feel the energey of peace caming out of that instrunment.Im just amazed by the beauty of the rythem produce by the Instrunment.Im really looking forward to the Instrunment so i decided to go over to arab Street and Look for it tommorow.Im sure it's around arab Street.Hopefully i could find it there.By the way here's the picture of the instrunment.so till here then(:

The Instrunment im talking about.(oud)

see ya-
dee

Quiz

2009-04-03T10:07:00.001-07:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Boredness

2009-04-01T08:57:00.000-07:00

It was a boring day today and i badly wish theres fencing.Im totally bored now.So,this afternoon went to mubaraks place and we went out for jogging together.It was quite a tiring day for him.Then we watch movie online tittled "Knowing".It was a great science Fiction Movie.I really like it.Then i went to meet amirul and hang out with him at the void deck playing guitar.I get tired and sleepy so i went home straight.Gosh,dear,how i wish you're here with me.It's boring here.I really in need of company.

Ouh ya,i borrowed a hot lick guitar Guide Book and Guita aerobics.Nice routine on scalig.I like it.It has been a week im playing scaling especially the Major,Blues and Pentatonic scaling.Still have a long way to go.Need to get the scaling accurately stored in my brain.Till here then.Nites.

-Dee

Friday is the day

2009-02-27T07:39:00.000-08:00

With Dear at Boat Quay on Valentines Day!(:

it's a very boring day and fencing training have been cancelled due to our school seminar and our trainer can't make it for the training.so,i spent the whole day trying to compose a song.Had a chat with dear(:Now im super tired.I just came back from admiralty accompanying my sis and her husband renting a van for tommorow trip to malaysia.haish,so till here then.nites.

-dee

Tuesday

2009-02-17T09:14:00.000-08:00

Photos with some of My Classmates(:

It was a nice day today.I went to school at 10 today and had my EDM Class test at the 4th Lvl Class.It was quite ok to me.Then,after the test,i went for lunch with my classmates at the macdonalds.Then i had a life-Skill lesson in class.It was very interesting and a very unique assignment to do.The assignment is to take 15 pictures with strangers and write some feedbacks on what we encounter while asking these strangers to take photos with us.It's interesting.We managed to finish it up.Ok then i gtg now.tc

Valentines Day

2009-02-14T08:39:00.000-08:00

Me and Buggy From Helven

Happy Valentines day Everyone.It was a great spent day today and alot of work to do actually.I woke up at 8 this morning to accompany my brother at the flea market for the sales and check on things then i head up to Republic poly for my gamelan practice.It was nice.

Quite a few students came for the training and i was the first to reach.so eager to play music.so,Mr Amran and Bu' Gloria was there practicing on javanese songs so i join them.After a few hours then jazzila and the rest came.Suhaimi ca't attend for training today.I suspect he celebrate v-day the whole day.so i went of to banquet after the training with jaz to have our breakfast.it was nice chatting with her.

I then meet ahmad at cp and we had a little chat and accompany him for his lunch.then faruq came to tag along.we had some conversation about future.hahas. at 2.50 i then meet with Mei(:

so,i meet her at Jurong Mrt Station and we head to bugis for lunch.It was ok.We had a little talk in the train and then i saw hasif at banquet.Hmm,with his gf.Syidah.Damn it.I should have not bring Mei there in the first place.The mood was spoilt there.So, after lunch we then head to Raffles place and then we walk to Boat Quay Enjoying the sound of nature and the beauty of the environment.

We had a few topics here and there and suddenly an aunty came to me and ask me to buy her roses for meiXD She say's "boy,buy some roses please?give you gf la."
hahas,Mei was blushing and so am i.it's a long story actually so i cut it short.i bought the rose for her.Since it's v-day,why not(:

Then Afiq ,Haikel and Aidah tagged along waiting for me to go for the gig,so we went there.mei went home.so he gig was quite ok.not that bad.Helven was the main cast of the gig.Roomey rock the house!It was awesome!There's a few local bands performing too.It's nice and worth buying.I really enjoy it.

so,untill here then.tc

2009-02-06T03:07:00.000-08:00

it has been quite a while i have not been posting.Im sorry due to some problems i had to face that make me stop blogging for the moment.so today i just had my fencing lesson and i turn up early today for lesson.I mean thats good for me.So,i was the only guy sitting alone at the Multi-purpose hall among the others.Then we did our stretch and our warm up for the day and i have a new friend.His name is LEE(:

So,i fenced with him for half the period and it was great.He fence much better then me.So i had a little chat with him and i get to know a little much about him.At 1.30pm,afiq,Rizal and Haikel came in for the training.At last!I have a partner to fence with.So,i fence with them for the moment while waiting and guide them a little about what they have missed for the day.Then we had an extra lesson With Mr Suggumar and learn an extra moves on defensive.Then i have this crush with this girl in the class.hahas..

The lesson end at 4.45 today and so me,rizal,afiq and haikel went back home.so,i ended up at home at 5.45 so i then watch the old time classic show Mark Of Zorro and The Three Musketteers.I love it.so,here it goes.The videos for the day(:Enjoy!

Last Day Of Holiday

2009-01-04T12:26:00.000-08:00

It's the last day of holiday untill the school starts which is tommorrow obviously.It's 9 and i just finished watching a movie called starwars.it's a nice one.I love to watch movies that have an action in them like star wars.One fact that interest me in star wars is the futuristic on technologies and i wonder how the director and the producer make such an amazing video and realistic audio and make it so real untill we as the audience love it so much and keep on watching it over and over again.

To me,star wars is the most interesting action movie i have ever watch and i really enjoyed the movie.it's amazing and the effects was cool too.Have you ever imagined how great if you were to act in a movie such as star wars and appear as Darth Vader,Darth Maul or let say the bright side like Obi1,yoda and those important characters in the movie.It's amzing right?

Talking about star wars,i have been playing Halo3 and i have watch this video on halo.One of my favourite is the ad on halo wars.It's very cool.I wonder why don't they make a movie on Halo.Im sure Master Chief will be great in a movie.The game is cool and im sure the movie will turn out to be awesome.I wish there's a movie on halo.

It's fun to watch movies that contains future and technologies.I just love the effects.The robots really turn out to be cool too.I know they are not real and dont really exist like what it does in a movie.The present robots that we have don't even can talk and move like what we watch on the movie.hahas

Humans have alot of imaginations.I hope our imaginations could be true one day and prove to ourself this things really exist.hmmm,Will there be a Storm trooper in future?hahas

Happy New YEar!

2009-01-01T08:14:00.000-08:00

It's the first of jan and i actually woke up early and went to malaysia with my sis to play paintball with my family and My Friend.It feels good to wake up during the start of the year with a fresh look and fresh mind.ouh and not to forget,Happy New Year Guys(:

So,My Brain have been working perfectly and My SIster have been talking about Paintball Since Yesterday.I Have been keep thinking how fun will it be.It has been 2years i have not touch that sport(:Since i graduate from NCC(National Cadet Corp)

Meet up with Amiscar and Mrs Dian & Family.We then went to the Custom and get ourself to larkin(Bust Terminal) to have breakfast before the game starts.After having Our Breakfast,We have a walk at larkin and browsing on the stuffs there.At 1.00(13.00hrs) we went out from larkin and meet my Cousin and went to Skudai for our paintball.It really brights my day when we actually reached there.Eventhough the location of the paintball arena was quite far but its worth the trip and i really enjoy the place much.It's huge and green.Im Feeling GREEN!YEAH!

We wait for the Paintball booth to open and While waiting,me and Mirul change to the Camo Uniform.We were so excited and feeling so anxious with the sport.Hahas,Amirul's First time playing this sport.so far,He did good and he say's he really enjoy the game eventhough it's painful when you get hit by the bullets.Hahas,yeah.It's a fun and Painfull sport just like the sport Says"Paintball"(Painball). Lol

We have 6games total for today and it's really exciting and it keep us thinking of a strategy to win.Hahas,Total i hit 4man down.hahas,It's quite good.I really wish to come back for the game again(:

After the game,Mrs Dian asked for the balance bullets to be kept as a souvenier by request from me(:YEAH!I HAVE IT!AT LAST! Lol

After the paintball.We visit my Cousin parents and head back home.so here i am(:Hello!

PICTURES BEFORE THE GAME STARTS:

The Black Team(After The Withdrawal Of Dad)

On The Move To Postion

The Whole Team Me and Amiscar

PICTURES AFTER THE GAME ENDS:

Our Shoes After The Match

Amiscar Bruises

-MaodiFernandez.blogspot

East Coast

2008-12-27T01:42:00.000-08:00

It's a very fun and tiring day today.I was out to east coast on a picnic with my friends.It was a great spend day full of fun cycling with them and enjoy the beauty of the sea and the beach.it was great there and the weather is great just the way i want it.So we actually went for cycling except for mirul.he plays the guitar and took care of our stuffs and we,Ahmad,me,mubarak,fadzillah and sabrina went for cycling.we went till the other end of east coast and we saw this beautiful part of the beach coast and we drop by the place and have fun there looking at the sea life.it was great there and it's at 6 and the sunset looks so beautiful.

WE went back and reach back at 6+.we sent our rental bikes and grab a bite while talking about some stuff.so at 7 we pack up and ead back home.I then went to amiruls place to hang around for awhile playing guitar.then i went back home after 11 and sms mei.HELLO!(: hahas..we then chat till 1.15 then she offline.So i actually make my band logo.it was a very hard one to think of.Im out of idea on what i want to put in the logo and how to change the structure of the logo.so half way i sms mei and thanks for accompanying me mei.hahas,so she fell asleep while smsing and it's 2.30 now.i feel like sleeping.so tc

A random day with a random activity

2008-12-25T09:59:00.000-08:00

so i slept at 4 this morning and woke up at 12 this morning/afternoon.The first time i open my eyes for today.In my heart say,"what a Boring dream is that and i bet it will be a boring day".Hahas,Honestly,It's not true.I had a good day full of noise and a random schedule of practice with my baby steam maut giler.p/s:Don't you dare think about something out of the box.you know what i mean.come on! Im practicing playing my guitar!My Babybunny guitar the steam roller!hahas!yeah!

so yeah,Had Peanut butter brand Skippy.Wow,i feel like skipping!yeah!hell no,im not skipping.Im chatting with someone and im totally sick being at home.I feel like im in the movie.HOME ALONE -.-ZzZz

Well,it's ok being at home actually but im bored.Brother came back home late and i have no one to chat with.hahas,Mom & Dad were busy cleaning up the house so i decided to clean my own room.Kirey kirey!Clean!Done!Walla!Fantastic!It's clean and shine as shine as the sun brights and i can feel like the breeze of the polluted air from the outer part of my window blowing in.I was like-.-.Come on! MY fan Is much more coooler than the breeze.

So i chatted with mei:)then i watch tv and buzz off as the speed of light to amiruls hut.I thought ahmad was there with mirul.I guess no hope.So,i just hang-out with amirul.an hour later spiderman comes out from the dark alley of amiruls hut.He's so dark.Hah,i just knew it.It's the Black-Spidey a.k.a Mubarak.Hahas with his little pouch walking like a darth vader.May the force be with you he says.hahas,Just Kidding.He actually bring his ion mineral water.Cool.It makes me remind of Ion Canon.So,he give me a try and guess what it makes a factory and when i reached home my toilet becomes the nuclear landing site.cool huh. Had a chat on MSN and spent time listening to songs.THen have my dinner and here i am 2.45am still awake like a half-sleepy hungry skinny polar bear.till here then.goodbye.THanks mei for the company.hahas,we really did talk alot today(:hahas.

Music Videos Of Face Down & Lovebug

2008-12-24T01:40:00.000-08:00

Tuesday/Wednesday?

2008-12-23T12:08:00.000-08:00

It was a quite a tiring day today andi have been playing Games Since yesterday night until this morning at 8 and i actually went to macdonald to have my breakfast.Had a McmuffinStudent Meal. I then went to sleep and wake up at 4.I went online after i get up from bed and hoping Mei was online.Hahas,honestly,I don't know why i keep on thinking of her.Everytime i feel like want to chat with her.OK,so she's not Online.

I do my usual stuff.Practice few songs and play the guitar for hours.Untill the clock reach 9 and there she goes.Had a chat with her and im totally speechless yet im trying to think of something to talk about.hahas.It's going to be 12 soon and she asked me about dinner.Honestly i have not take my dinner yet but now i did.So there's a confusion i got at this point.She angry with me.Mei,im really sorry if i did say something Offensive that hurt your feeling.I dint mean it.Im Really,really,really sorry.Please Forgive me?

SO it's actually 4.25 in the morning and im listening to this song tittled "Lovebug".It's By jonas Brothers.I did watch their Official Music Video and Not to forget their Covers too.I like it.Thanks to Mei for letting me know about the song.It's really a nice song.Till here.Goodbye

Command & Counquer

2008-12-22T03:53:00.000-08:00

It's Monday! Mayday!so,i Decided to go out from my crib and get the guns on my back and mind in my head working.I called ahmad and i ask him if he wants to go for jamming.He asked to come over his place and so amirul was bored at home so i ask him to tag along.we went to ahmads house and went out to have a chat for a while and talk about some stuff.Mostly about Comand and Conquer and Our Blog.we then went back to his place and have fun playing Command & Conquer:Kanes Wrath. It was fun and irritating to play with computer but it's great when your army being f***ed.hahas,really put the pressure in you and your brain start to think how to eliminate the enemies once and for all.

Mirul,me and Ahmad have our battle on C&C.Hahas,It was a great one and really enjoy playing together with them.A few hours later mubarak come over ahmads place after he meet up with his friend.We should have gone for jamming if mubarak told us earlier that he only meet his friend for a while.Never mind.it's better to be here at ahmads place.Enjoying the game.hahas.at last.Get to breath some peace and bring breeze into my mind.It feels better then sitting at home.

Sunday

2008-12-21T08:05:00.000-08:00

It's a Sunny Day in short forms it turns out to be Sunday and one interesting thing about sunday is that john lenon is singging!hahas,Sunday Bloody Sunday.yeah!

Had my beast Sleep and woke up by some noise monster from the void deck.I grab my guitar and on my computer.I had my guitar practice and did some recap on a few songs.Need alot of practice but i really can't stay at home for any longer.it has been 4days at home and i start to get a headache looking at walls and furnitures around me.

I went Online after my practice and i saw mei online.Brothers were offline.I have no idea what happen to them.maybe a dog/cat/rat chase them at the playground.so,i chatted with mei.Only god knows how much i love to talk to her.hahas.thanks for saving another day of my boredness mei(:

so chatted with her and cook a few meals for lunch while chatting with her.Dont get me wrong aite.i din't bring the stove in my room.Never mind.Im Multi-tasking.U'll understand(:

Have my shower and had my lunch after that.Then mei offline.I off my com and watch "Bruce Almighty".Hahas,Jim Carrey is really funny.Then The soccer match start on channel 5.Urghh,I dont like to watch soccer but i like to play soccer on certain times only.Actually when im really bored and soccer is there then i will play.Hahas.

Went back Online.Argh!My Computer start to sleep and the whole thing jammed.so restart and she blink to me.I mean my computer blink to me.hahas,naughty girl.just kidding.Mei Online!hahas,We talk again untill 11 we catch up with Chriss Angel Show on Channel 5 and continue untill 12.She have to offline so yeah here i am alone and doing some posting to my blog.hahas.

MeiHui Save My Day

2008-12-20T03:37:00.000-08:00

It's Saturday and it's a very boring day and moody day for me but usually i don't show anything that shows im moody or anything.so,Mum woke me up early today and i actually supposed to follow her to malaysia to attend someone's wedding.So,Meihui was online and we had our Conversation.Long one and i really appreciate her time becoming my saviour.Im saved from boredness(:

Then My sister and her childrens coming to my house and i ahve to take care of those elves for a while.It really makes me crazy.My Niece is the most Irritating Elf i think.Gosh.The House is in Such a mess.I was like a Shrek Running all around the house and cleaning up.

So i was so pissed and i went down to buy some food for lunch and i think i saw Azita and her family.Im not sure is that is her because the girl look different from the past azita i knew.I make a move and cook Maggie and Hotdogs with cheese.I had my good lunch.

My SIs used the com and i was waiting for my mega Movie and i saw Mei online.Im sry mei if you wait for me to reply.So i chatted with mei again(: yeah!hahas.
Untill here then.

Holiday Is Boring

2008-12-18T10:37:00.000-08:00

It was a very boring day and i was really frustrated sitting at home the whole day watching Tv.It really bored me.So,i actually played my guitar the whole day and spent another half of my time watching tv since and i have my dinner get back to tv and here i am coming back to the computer and make a post.How i wish i could start school soon.It starts to make me feel sick sitting at home the whole day.So i guess putting up of my Overdue Photos might help to make this post longer(:

Hmm..

2008-12-17T20:43:00.000-08:00

' Things that girls don't realize about guys.'

•Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep,they always think about the girl they truly care about .

• Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

• Guys go crazy over a girl's smile(:

•A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

• Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

•If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

• A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

• Guys love you more that you love them.

•Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot.

•If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

•If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something

•When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually
saying, "Please come and listen to me"

•If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

• When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

•Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them

•No guy can handle all his problems on his own.

•Not all guys are rude.

•When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to talk to you,he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

•Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.

As a guy, i do realize that the facts stated here,are actually pretty true.haha,have fun reading.This are dedicated to those girls who are confused with guys.And those who thinks that guys are all the same.=D

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Ps;Dont hate me for posting such things.

Wednesday

2008-12-17T04:23:00.000-08:00

it's a very tiring day today for me.Amirul did called me this afternoon and asked me out for jamming.im so sorry i can't accompany him to mubarak's house for jamming.so i woke up at 4pm and have my lunch and watched "Mr. & Mr's smith" on Dvd.It was nice and i've watch it for 20times i guess.hahas.

i then used the internet since 6.45 untill now and watch a few vcd's that i borrowed from my cousin.I have a whole lot here to watch.haha,longest yard,the core and alot more.so i guess i got to go now.see ya.

Zoom Hong Kong

2008-12-16T09:15:00.000-08:00

So amirul just finished his exchange programe from hong kong and we fetched him from airport and back home.It's a very exciting day for us today because it's the day we meet one of our brothers again and pheonixide is coming back to jamming again.Amirul bought us a souvenier from hong kong and thanks alot bro,i really appreciate the gift u gave me.

It's really surprising to see him in a very different state after he actually went to hong kong.His hair is long and he really dressed up like a hip hop kind of guy when we actually see's him back at the airport in the first place.We then went to macdonalds to have lunch and thanks to amiruls mom for the treat.Amirul show us pictures of his tour back in hong kong.Honestly i was jealous because i din't have the oppourtunity to go overseas.Haha,but it's ok,maybe sometime later.

We then jamm at amiruls house for a few hours and discuss about our jamming session and mubarak have this need to go for a gig.He's really looking forward for it and i hope we could perform one day and go for a gig soon.

Dreams

2008-12-15T23:22:00.000-08:00

It's a very great morning for me and i really feel happy for having this oppourtunity to put up a post today for being one of a survivor of a mediavel:total wars from my dream.Let me explain what happen actually.

I doze off at 2am this morning and i got this dream that i guess the best dream i have ever receive from my brain.I appear as an apprentice in a huge kingdom of alkbar which i believe to be a great ruler of india in my dream.It's a long story but let me cut it short for you to understand what actually happen in my dream.so the story is about a king that is being betrayed by his wife.He owns a kingdom which i can't really remember the name and he owns a soldier of thousands.He's a great king and very honest and fair to his pupil but unfortunately,a few of his pupil betrayed him so that his wife could take over all his riches and put her so called her scandal to take over alkbar kingdom and rule the entire country.i was in that scene and i was an apprentice in his so called military school studying martial arts.One particular scene which happens in my dream.the king was saved by a jungle tribe which i believed to be an allied of the king that have just finished a war.His wife and all the pupil that betrayed him was killed by his allies to prevent him from being killed.It was a sad ending for the king yet it's a saved scene for him.after all that,it ended in my dream when i was there to meet the tribe.

Update

2008-12-15T08:33:00.000-08:00

Holiday have just begin and Boredness strikes back.Guitar is the saviour of the day and She's the rythem today.so, today was the most boring day and i really heat up my ass the wole day sitting and playing guitar all day and looking for tabs here and there online.I got a few tabs/chords through youtube and also ultimateguitararchive.I got stuck with the crush by david achuleta and the lips of an angel by hinder.it's hard for me to sing while strumming.

Then im trying to cover this song tittled "Dream Catch me"it's a nice song by Newton Faulkner.His voice is awesome and really match the song.

-HOng Kong
One of my Band Member went to hong kong for a trip with the school for a week for an exchange programme with the Hong kong students.Im so proud of him for being the few top student in his course.Im really proud of him and as a friend i really appreciate and being grateful for what he did for himself to be a succesful person.He really have a bright future.so,im waiting for him to come back and hang out with me playing guitar under the void deck.

-Band
it has been half a year my band have not been active in jamming and we actually been busy with studies and exam,project surround all over us.So due to that reason we stay low for the mean time.During this holidays,We really looking forward to get ourself back and jamm again.ameen.

I guess thats all.see ya
-Dee