It has been months since i left mei hui.I dont really know why i leave her.
the reason i gave was "To seperate because we dint have the bond we need". But it was not true,I just lied to myself by leaving her.I thought by doing this way i could escape myself from my problems.I hate problems,Having Conflicts,Quarelling with my love ones.I hate it so much.I realise how much i love her, the memories i had with her just make me miss her much more. everyday thinking of her just killing me.I dont know how i should tell her i miss her.Im ashame of Myself for leaving her.I dont know what i want to do to have her back.I realise that i have made a mistake.

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