After my break up with mei,alot of things has happened.there's a little change in my life and i seem to treat myself well.I feel much secured and well being although sometimes i feel like missing her here by my side.I never blame her for breaking up with me.I respect her decision and never did i ask her for a reason why she want to break up with me because i know there's no point for an answer to our relationship.there's a big gap of understanding between us.i guess our decision and our beliefs just not match with each other.

As i except the fact that im single now i realise i had much more priority to add on about myself and improve myself to be a better person for my parents.I believe my relationship just not fated to last long with her.never will i think back the times we had spent together because i know there's no point of turning back looking at my past with her.I hope she did well for her O-lvl and lead herself well.Maybe,there's someone better for her.

Im not a loser for letting her go.It's her choice and i can't forced her to love me. and even if i do,im just like an idiot putting hopes for the ones who don't really love me.I hope she lead her life well.till here i end my post.


-dee

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